Showing posts with label depression. Show all posts
Showing posts with label depression. Show all posts

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Clouds in my Coffee

I am obsessed with clouds.  Have been for most of my life, it seems.  Could spend hours and hours just watching them pass by overhead.  Looking for pictures in them, wondering what it all means.

Lately there are clouds in my brain, and in my heart.  I don't know why, but I cannot find my joy.  It escapes me and the harder I look for it, the more distant it becomes.  I try not to pause long enough to really think about it, because the grief for it overwhelms me.

Maybe it's just a time for resting in between adventures.  Ready for the next big thing, whatever that may be.

For now, I will just watch the clouds....maybe there'll be a message waiting in them for me tomorrow.  :)




Angel Cloud - can you see it?





Ethereal
Strange cloud coming over the dunes
Fish bones
Feathers