Aftermath

I FEEL:


Grief over losing (what?) something that was not true to begin with...


Anger over feeling mislead (lied to).....


Shame over believing everything I was fed...........


Pathetic for wanting love so desperately I am so easily fooled.......


Despair over being emotionally devastated.  AGAIN.......


Frustrated over not being able to find the lesson (although I do recognize the gifts this time)......


Doubtful about my ability to prevent this from happening to me again....


Fearful of never finding what I am looking for........................


Hopeful that these feelings will fade very soon..........