Who I am....

Well, if I knew the answer to that, everything else would be easy, right? 

I think I reinvent at least a part of who I am almost every day, and I'm thankful I have the freedom to do that.  Not changing to suit anyone else, just doing it for me.  Nice to know I can change my hair or my wardrobe to suit my mood or who I WANT to be today.  Tomorrow is another story.

Finding myself at a major crossroads at this stage in my life is terrifying and exhilarating at the same time.  There are so many possibilities when it comes to what's next....maybe that's why I am still stuck.  I can't really say I've made the wrong choices in the past.  They are what lead me to where I am now.  But I would really like to take the next step with some certainty that I can avoid the unbelievable amount of emotional torment I've experienced previously.

Then again, I'll probably do what I've always done:  close my eyes and jump!